SAD FIC!!
read if you like have time..XD!

Although he hated to admit it, he misses Kame's possessiveness from before. Ever since that dinner with Yuri, he didn?t mention anything about her. He just smiled when Jin told him what happened. Come to think of it, Kame only smiled whenever Jin mentions Yuri. Kame doesn't seem to mind when she calls him or vice versa. He just smiles. Kame doesn?t even mind if he accompanies Yuri to go shopping or just hang out with her at her favorite bar. He just, smiles.

If Jin would have looked closely, those smiles never reached Kame's eyes.
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He took a step backwards when he saw a picture of Yuri and Jin together atop the television. Kame wanted to puke when he saw it.

Jin watched Kame stepped backwards and realized that he was looking at the picture of Yuri and him. He began to go to Kame to explain. Kame pushed him as Yuri was coming out of the bedroom.

"Excuse me, can I use your bathroom?? Kame can barely hold it.

"Sure. That door." Yuri pointed as Kame sprinted towards it. He closed the door and locked it.
Kame threw up in the toilet. He felt tears running down his cheeks. Why did he choose to be here? If he declined the invitation, he wouldn?t have seen that picture. Yuri and Jin, his Jin, with an arm slung over Yuri?s shoulder with happiness written across their faces.

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After spending a few hours at the bathroom, Kame got up and took a shower to soothe his aching muscles and, if possible, his aching heart. He got out and saw that the bedroom was empty. He went outside to find that Jin was really sleeping on the couch. He went and sat near Jin?s head. Tears started to form again as he gazed at Jin. He gazed at him as if to memorize every detail of the face of his beloved. Jin shifted and slowly opened his eyes. His heart nearly melted when he saw Kame staring at him and crying silently.

?Sleep at the bedroom. You?re not comfortable here.? Kame whispered.

"Kame, listen to me. There?s nothing going on between Yuri and me. We are just friends, that's all. Don?t jump into conclusions just because you saw that picture." Jin sat up and wiped the tears off Kame?s face.

"I know. Now go to bed and sleep. We have a big day tomorrow." Kame caught Jin?s hand and held it.

Jin stood up and let Kame led him to their bedroom. He switched off the lights then climb into bed. Kame didn?t object when he pulled him closer and hugged him.

Kame watched as Jin began drifting back to sleep. When he felt that Jin is finally asleep, he eased himself out of Jin?s hug and looked at his face again. He felt that he would never get tired of looking at his face. He caressed his cheeks and whispered.

"Im losing you, am I?"
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Kame felt his world crashing down when he saw what?s in front of him. Yuri was kissing Jin and Jin was kissing her back.

"Oi, you two! Don?t kiss here!!! Wait till you get home or something. Right Kame?? Koki made a surprise appearance as he put his arms around Kame?s shoulders.

Jin froze when he heard that voice especially when that voice mentioned Kame?s name. He looked at Kame to find him staring at him, shock and hurt evident in that face. He began to move towards him when Yuri stopped him and draped herself over Jin.

"Yes. I?m going to the dressing room now.? Kame turned back and walked away. He was glad that he didn?t break down while making his way to their room. He even managed a few smiles for the congratulations the staff said to him.
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Jin just stared at Kame, saying nothing. He wanted to reach out to Kame but he doesn?t know what to say. He began to call Kame when Kame was making his way out of the door when Kame spoke and looked directly at him.

?Before I leave, I just wanna say congratulations to Akanishi and Yuri-san. I am happy for you.?

Before anyone can say anything, Kame stepped out of the room. As he walked away from Jin, he felt his heart shattering into pieces.

I did lose him after all?
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Kame made his way towards the door when he was stopped by Jin. Jin tried to take away the suitcase from Kame. Jin is stronger than Kame but he wasn?t able to pry the suitcase from him.

?You?re not going anywhere.?

?Yes I am. You better get out of my way.?

Jin was shocked as Kame stared at him with cold, hard eyes. Kame took this opportunity to reach for the door. He nearly lost his resolve when Jin wrapped his arms around him. Jin rarely cries but this time, he was wetting Kame?s back with his tears.

?Why won?t you listen to me? Why would you leave me without even asking for an explanation? Why are you keeping everything inside? Why Kame? Why??

?There?s nothing to talk about.?

?Don?t you love me anymore??

?Yes, I don?t love you anymore.?


Jin was taken aback by Kame?s response as he let his arms let go of Kame.

?You don?t mean that.?

Kame didn?t answer. Jin turned Kame to him, held his face with his hands.

?Now, look at my eyes and say that to me again. At least say it to my face. Then I?ll let you go.?

Kame felt tears coming to his eyes. He thought there were no more tears to shed but he was wrong. He must be strong. Jin?s happiness is at stake. He?s clearly an obstruction in attaining that. Kame took a deep breath and looked at Jin?s eyes.

?I? don?t? love? you??

Jin?s hand moved away from Kame?s face. Kame turned around, picked his suitcase and walked out of their apartment and out of Jin?s life.

Two hearts died that night.



This is the fic that made me cry!!!
theres more but there'll be too much
SO SAD.
SADDEST EVER PLS.
I doubt anyone would understand much but yeah
and i realised time is passing pretty slowly..HMMM..




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